My thought's for today~

I can’t write what I want anymore~

Things and feelings that I want to write about and maybe, hopefully feel better about.

They have to stay hidden in my chest.

So no one gets hurt.

I wonder how long I’ll last this time.

But just so you know,

Daisuki desu.

So now I’ll leave you to do what you want to do.

And maybe I’m there somewhere.

But today I sit here thinking how horrible this date is.

And dream of monstrous creatures who never go away.

And hope for the best for the future.

And count on you to let me be there with you until we hate each other.

Maybe this will happen.

But I know that the good things wont happen and the bad things will fight their way into reality.

X AntidoteForTheViolentHills