Explanations~

This blog is for someone who I care a lot about. If it was for anyone else I wouldn’t explain myself. So please read this well and know that I wrote this whole heartedly~

The reason that I don’t explain to you what’s wrong or what’s bothering me, other than the fact that I’m afraid that you will think I’m just an annoying little girl, is because even I don’t know.

I realised that I just end up making you worried and probably hurt you by keeping you in the dark, but I honestly can’t tell you. Not because I don’t want to, but because I don’t remember. All that I can tell you is that something happened. If I told you that you wouldn’t understand though, so I tell you everything is fine and that you shouldn’t worry about anything. That I’m perfectly fine.

To explain myself a little better, it’s something that happened to my family it was pretty bad from what I can remember.

From what I’ve been told, it was bad enough to make my mind erase some of what happened. So now I only know the basic things that happened and I only remember being hurt. Not physically but I did end up getting hurt enough for me to go to the hospital.

So even if I wanted to explain to you why I sometimes sound sad, I couldn’t, because I can’t remember enough to tell you.

These random bursts of whatever it is just come to me and I might sound sad but I don’t know why I’m sad… But it passes really quickly so there’s nothing to worry about.

I’m so sorry I’m blocking you out, I really don’t want to but I don’t know what to say to you~

That's all I have to say~

AFTVH~