Can we? Shall we?

When I look up from my desk I see a poster that about a million girls have.

But every time I look at it I want to do what it tells me to do~

Can we?

Shall we?

One day very soon

Let us go away together

Just you and me

Can we?

Shall we?

Call in sick one day

And travel to the sea

And hold hands all day

Can we?

Shall we?

Eat our sandwiches on the train,

Get drunk on fresh air

And come home tired

And never tell anyone…

Ever.

I was meant to do this with someone. But I don’t think it’ll happen.

But I really do want to~

One day~

Very soon~

With someone I can sit and not talk with~

Or just talk about nothing important~

The things we see, what we remember, music we like, our favourite foods and drinks, our hobbies~

And play old games~

I spy with my little eye and charades~

Maybe soon?

Maybe…

Not.

AFTVH~

Explanations~

This blog is for someone who I care a lot about. If it was for anyone else I wouldn’t explain myself. So please read this well and know that I wrote this whole heartedly~

The reason that I don’t explain to you what’s wrong or what’s bothering me, other than the fact that I’m afraid that you will think I’m just an annoying little girl, is because even I don’t know.

I realised that I just end up making you worried and probably hurt you by keeping you in the dark, but I honestly can’t tell you. Not because I don’t want to, but because I don’t remember. All that I can tell you is that something happened. If I told you that you wouldn’t understand though, so I tell you everything is fine and that you shouldn’t worry about anything. That I’m perfectly fine.

To explain myself a little better, it’s something that happened to my family it was pretty bad from what I can remember.

From what I’ve been told, it was bad enough to make my mind erase some of what happened. So now I only know the basic things that happened and I only remember being hurt. Not physically but I did end up getting hurt enough for me to go to the hospital.

So even if I wanted to explain to you why I sometimes sound sad, I couldn’t, because I can’t remember enough to tell you.

These random bursts of whatever it is just come to me and I might sound sad but I don’t know why I’m sad… But it passes really quickly so there’s nothing to worry about.

I’m so sorry I’m blocking you out, I really don’t want to but I don’t know what to say to you~

That's all I have to say~

AFTVH~

Marukawa Strawberry Bubble Gum ♥

Okay. So I haven't posted in months now and I feel a little guilty~

But now I'll make it up by writing about the best bubble gum I've every had.

But before I say anything else I just hope that everyone had a good Christmas and New Years Eve~

I had a really good Christmas… I got the best present in the whole world, but I had a pretty lame New Years Eve.

Anyway, I know it sounds lame to write about bubble gum for a post but this isn't just ANY bubble gum. It's a bubble gum that makes making out even more fun!

It was really surprising! My boyfriend and I just went to the grocery store in Melbourne Central to buy drinks and when he comes out with this little square packet with a strawberry drawn on top.

He opens the packet and gives me two little gums. We chew and I didn’t really think of anything when I tasted the strawberry… Just thought it was normal strawberry flavored bubble gum. Then he kissed me and oddly enough the kiss was different than usual. In a good way.

So I’ve kept the packet and now secretly call it ‘kissing bubble gum’.

Here is a picture of the bubble gum, It’s called ‘Marukawa Strawberry Bubble Gum’.

I’m probably making this more than it really is but I suggest that you go out and try it out sometime~

Tell me if I’m being crazy or it really is as good as I though.

So you guys let me know what you think…

AntidoteForTheViolentHills~