It started with a kiss ☆
It wasn't sweet or chaste. It had no love or lust, just pure want of the thrill.
It was too long ago to remember the feel of it. Though I will always remember the events.
It was the beginning of the unravelling and the creation of something evil.
Something that would create havoc in the lives surrounding.
Sure it was just a test of innocence, but the test was failed and with the failure it became the cross to bear for a life time.
Leaving a feel of...
Ever since those nights, I have stopped caring for self respect.
Now I wish I did.
With all my heart I wish I wasn't me.
To be anyone but me would be a weight lifted from my shoulders.
That is why I will leave this all behind one day.
When I have the money and the ability to leave...
I will make a disappearing act.
Then I'll be free, and alone.
Finally.
☆AntidoteForTheViolentHills ☆
4 comments:
It's funny how something infinitely small can cause such an irreversible chain of events. I love how you write.
hrmm insteresting =9
your solution is to run from it all?
it's not running if you're still having to live there... just not really BE there.
Plus it's not what you think. It might sound like I wanted to do all those things.....
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