Dilemma

So as you can already guess, I have a dilemma. Ok that's a lie. I have so many dilemmas that it's kind of creepy.

My first dilemma is that I know this girl, let's call her Lucy. Anyway, a while back, Lucy decided that she didn't like me anymore. I'm talking more than a year ago. Seeing as we are in the same group and sit with the same people at lunch, it gets very hard to be natural around her.

But a years worth of practice has done us good and we've perfected the art of ignoring each other.

The thing with Lucy is, is that she has the habit of calling me a 'Sl*t' and a 'B*tch'. Mind you she calls everyone that and she means it. No one knows why she didn't like me anymore. I guess it's one of life's grand mysteries.

Recently she has been saying nice things about me. Which took me by surprise and also the people she talks to.

This is where the dilemma comes in;

I want to be friends with her before Lucy changes schools [She'll be changing schools very soon]

The thing is, she has a habit of just giving you this disgusted and a 'you're not worthy of my presence' look and makes you feel like you're an ant and she's a mountain lion.

Pretty scary... Trust me... I think if I do go through with this I'll have to bring clean underwear to school.

I just don't know if I should talk to her. Even the thought of it scares the life out of me.

Tell me what you think... If anyone is even reading this.

I'll post my other dilemmas as they come.

-AntidoteForTheViolentHills